Lea's Exploration Of Life

The most crucial, amazing, irritating, comparing and learning phase of our lives; Our Teenage Life. Well, this phase passes by with a snap but gives us an enormous number of lessons. I sometimes think that it is the originator of this flood of emotions and the hurricane of excuses. There are just so many things happening together; puberty hits, things appear to be a bit more real, the concentration of influences increases and so much more. Some are pampered, some are left aside and some live mostly on their own. So many different teens in this world with so many ideas to convey. But at times it's hard to balance  school/college life and personal life. I think that teenage life is incomplete without exams or exams are incomplete without teenage life but it doesn't matter because either way it is going to turn our life from bad to worse. Even it's hard to study and fight anxiety. Hard to hold back words and oppositions against the 'society'.  How can we forge...

Did you ever felt happy and sad at the same time ? Sad, because everyone had lost everything of theirs and happy, because you had nothing to lose ? Everything can't be sugary-sweet or lemony-sour. Mistakes give us a new perspective of life but it's going to happen only we when we try. At times we are confused for the thing we do but deep down there is an assurance that it is wrong.  The loyalty towards the trust of another person but the urge to release out your own problems is greater than we can even anticipate. We aren't perfect but perfection isn't the beginning or the ending of a new era or something, it's a phase we repeatedly strive for giving a higher value to our ability and ironically we never reach it, do we ? Or do we just give up even before giving it a headshot? The joy we recieve today is going to vanish tomorrow but the memories or even the scars won't. The pain we feel today will be our strength for tomorrow. The problem is we don...

I wish that the problems created by this minute word were also small. But somehow it's the complete opposite.  Anxiety; a feeling that makes you feel completely hollow and just allows you to lose your control over yourself. It is too beautiful to be ignored and we are too perky to be curious. I don't know it's source of inspiration but once it enters in your body it makes sure it meets every single cell of your body. The loop hole created by anxiety is too deep and sometimes you don't even know whether you are drowing or rowing What if anxiety never existed ? What if there was no place for worrying in this world ? I think people would have less panic attacks, less tangled thoughts and less load of numerous unthinkable things. But again it's impossible. Anxiety is going to get out only if we let it. Change is what we need. Unfortunately, that's exactly what we lack. The more we hide it the more it wrecks us apart. There's no cure for it until we f...

Did you ever try to be simple ? Well the irony is, to be simple is more difficult than to be complicated. The only solitary difference is that while being a complex person we take in all the unnecessary problems and when we choose to be simple we are just the opposite. You know, our past is like a dark room illuminated by the world's tiniest candle. We know that it's going to burn out but there's still hope for it to shine. At times we realize or rather come in terms with fact that our past always haunts us. No matter how far we run away, at the end it's going to creep up on our shoulders and make it's way to the brain. The point is, we don't want to accept the mistakes of our former times.The guilt stays on forever like a chewing gum. Even if we don't confess it to anyone we should at least confess it to ourselves, forgive and move on. The ocean of guilt will eventually recede.  And our future, it has a totally different perky story. The problem is we ...