Lea's Exploration Of Life

We all have secrets of our past, not about others but about ourselves. A secret which we fail to put light on.But somehow past itself is a secret. We keep our past in the dark and I think we allow it to overthink, never allowing it to destroy. I wonder for how long are we supposed to hold on to it and let it over rule our mind. They dance on our mind like a butterfly in a gardern. The past we have, the past that haunts us, affects our present is dangerous; it is contagious.. I'm not telling to confide it to others but I'm telling that it should be now broken to pieces. The lessons of the past are gems but not the whole of it. I know it is inevitable. Every time we think of our past it acts as if it is some kind of a black hole sucking everything without even considering it. I believe that our past is the originator and the creator of our guilt no matter how many times we have promised ourselves to never repeat those mistakes and are pretty following it. We can...

Everything can be cured just like every real question has a real answer. That damn pile of thoughts will increase only if we give them an impetus otherwise they're just our friends. Yes, you do doubt everything you think but about a quarter of our problems are inside our brain. Obviously we need courage, will, patience and a pinch of love to stand against this wall. We keep trying to persuade ourselves stating what is wrong and right then why have we forgotten to persuade ourselves with the fact that the place where we reside is reality ? Are we so busy imagining that we can't even step away from it ? It's not that imagining is wrong; it is wrong when you never want to enter reality again. We all have problems and the solution is sitting inside, hiding and probably tangled up with this mass of thoughts. The solution is definately not to give up I mean if you can't do this what else can you do ? The only picture you have in your hand is your problems so repla...

I sometimes think that losing your self control is the worst thing that can happen to you. Unable to control our thoughts is what we fear to lack or maybe that's exactly what we  lack. Small things do become big, so big that you can't let them go and so painful that it hurts every cell of your body. Agreed, that things can be solved but  when they are small we're too busy making up our mind that it's nothing when it is already standing in front of us; strong and powerful. We smile to hide our problems but never to let them go. Maybe everything is decided but an author has stated that we're engineers of our lives so can we just settle down and consider it to be a techinal problem in our messed up brain. It's a shame to become a person you never wanted to; to be someone not even beyond but in parallel to your own perspective. We run away from our problems despite knowing  the fact that the brain and the heart that carries it's burden is also running a...

The world is a small place. I truly believe that everything comes back to you in some or the other way.  Many generations had taken rule over the earth before us; numerous cities were built impressively. But to be frank, the most oldest part of the history is based on assumptions. The fact that a particular area in a city is used as a thing is determined only by  the remains of the city and this actually mean that we live on conjectures. The question is what if these assumptions are wrong ? What if the history has been interpreted the wrong way ? What if an invalid, a false history has been going down through a millenium and more ?  The scriptures and engravings can tell only a little about the lifestyle of people but what about the entire on goings of their life ? It's also crazy to think that when the earth will be destroyed after millions of years and then maybe a new earth will be formed, the people of that time will assume about our lifestyle, the places wh...