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Hold on.

I sometimes think that losing your self control is the worst thing that can happen to you. Unable to control our thoughts is what we fear to lack or maybe that's exactly what we  lack.

Small things do become big, so big that you can't let them go and so painful that it hurts every cell of your body. Agreed, that things can be solved but  when they are small we're too busy making up our mind that it's nothing when it is already standing in front of us; strong and powerful.

We smile to hide our problems but never to let them go. Maybe everything is decided but an author has stated that we're engineers of our lives so can we just settle down and consider it to be a techinal problem in our messed up brain.

It's a shame to become a person you never wanted to; to be someone not even beyond but in parallel to your own perspective.

We run away from our problems despite knowing  the fact that the brain and the heart that carries it's burden is also running away with us.

The urge to release things off our chest is necessary otherwise how're we even suppose to survive ?
For how long are we supposed to push this wall of abandoning our problems  when there is literally nothing ?

Sick of fighting, tired of trying but I guess that's the only option.
These small pieces are bound to join but that shouldn't compel us to go with that flow. All we have to do is hold a little longer even though it's not a happy ending.

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