Lea's Exploration Of Life

We are eagerly waiting for this upcoming hopefully explicit year, aren't we ? Well, some of us are going ahead with a wish of everything to fall at it's right place, some are with a fear of everything going wrong again and some don't even care. Nevertheless, you always have something to grab from the current year. People say to leave every single thing behind and start with a new fresh year but I truly disagree with that point. You have to carry a small burden along with you; a burden of pain, hurt and failure otherwise tell me, how are you even going to survive ? You have to connect your sadness not in a way that you keep sitting the entire time regretting over it but in a way that you can experience and stand against it more stronger now. I would say that if you really want to start a new year, start with overcoming the boundary you have created around yourself. Stop this vicious cycle of being dependent on others to bring a smile on on your face. The best thing y...

The eyes are the ultimate answer to all your queries and doubts. These tiny little specks flicker and reflect the light of your soul and heart and the best part is, it never fails. To be honest they are the most delicate part the Almighty has gifted us and yet we are unaware of it's sturdiness. Just look into a person's eyes and maintain an eye contact- not your lover or your friend, just a random person. Can you see the colour of the iris and can you see the black pupil drowning in it's vivid colours ? Can you even see the eyelashes blinking not allowing you to look for inside the person's soul for a millisecond ? You can even see the person's strength and weakness, his/her desire and reality at the same time. It's soft and plain look just sends shrivels down your spine, doesn't it ? Now, stand in front of the mirror and give a deep glance to your own eyes. You can rightly say you are directly seeing your entire life's feelings in a second. You can...

Do you sometimes feel like a void ? Not a cold hearted person- you can feel and experience emotions but your frustration is bigger than these emotions and so it just creates a neutral effect. It is different from feeling sad or lonely nor is it a feeling of having someone by your side. It is just pure emptiness.  It is a situation when feelings penetrate your heart without staying. It's funny how at times we feel the absence of feelings and at their absence we internally want them to come back. Your body feels like a textureless tree. I know, it's so depressing to read this and imagine yourself in a condition like this but believe me or not, everyone in their lives have encountered a situation like this but people are either too embarrased to share or fear the prospect fo making the other person feel sad. This hollowness can be dangerous too. It needs to be removed before it spreads like a rapid fire. But to be frank, it needs ample amount of time to leave your body ...