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Void.

Do you sometimes feel like a void ? Not a cold hearted person- you can feel and experience emotions but your frustration is bigger than these emotions and so it just creates a neutral effect.

It is different from feeling sad or lonely nor is it a feeling of having someone by your side. It is just pure emptiness.
 It is a situation when feelings penetrate your heart without staying.

It's funny how at times we feel the absence of feelings and at their absence we internally want them to come back.
Your body feels like a textureless tree.

I know, it's so depressing to read this and imagine yourself in a condition like this but believe me or not, everyone in their lives have encountered a situation like this but people are either too embarrased to share or fear the prospect fo making the other person feel sad.

This hollowness can be dangerous too. It needs to be removed before it spreads like a rapid fire. But to be frank, it needs ample amount of time to leave your body so for some span of time you have to bear this emptiness.

But keep one thing in mind don't let this emptiness cover the whole of you that is, don't allow it to become a part of you. It is important to put it down otherwise you have to get ready to see tha most terrible version of yourself.

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